Sunday, November 6, 2011

Feeling Deep Loss. :(

My heart is deeply saddened with the loss of my cousin Rosa. She lost her battle with cancer on November 2ed. At only 29 years of age.
She was told that she had cancer back in April, when she was seven months pregnant with her 3rd child. At that scary time we all thought we might lose them bolth. So the Dr. took the baby early, to start treatment on Rosa. Thanks to Gods good grace the baby was as healthy as a premature baby could be!


At that time it looked like everything was gonna be ok.


And that with the treatment Rosa would be around for a long long time.


That she would see little Ariel grow up.


That she would be there and continue to be a loving mother to her growing family...


But we where wrong. :(
So so wrong. I should have down more. Thats all i can think about. But I didn't and now I get to live with that. Her funeral will be healed at St. Marries Catholic Church. On Tuesday the 8th. This week will most defiantly be a somber one. The one thing I dread the most is seeing the look in the eyes of her children.


I dread seeing the pain in there little eyes. That pain that i know far to well. In moments like this my heart sinks. And I see how lucky I was. Lucky and blessed to have so mush more time with my mom. I had more time, more memories, and more days in my life, with my mom in them then they have.


Rosa left this world leaving her husben Richie and three little ones behind. Cruz, 10, Angelina, 8, and Ariel, 8 months. The life they will live without there mom will not be an easy one. But sadly will be a life they will learn to live. All I can do now is be there for them in any way I can.
As my heart goes out to my cousin Richie and his three kids. I ask that you keep our family in your prays through this difacolte time.

With Love,
Catie.


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